Hallucination

It is killing my own dignity,identity,

 
No relation with the entire world,
 

Its an absolute freedom for me.

U used 2 laugh about my jeans now u don't have any pair and ....

 
I come from a country called welfare.

 
I feel like the smell of an old book

 
Reminds me how far i come .

Its a strange feeling i ever had

 
but i m smiling.

Its the truth, its d scope of life for me.

 
I want to see those blue hills.

 
Feel those clouds

Playing with those deers.

 
I could have brought my camera

but my heart is more clean now.

 
Real sorry to you mom

may b i break all your dreams,

 
I know we have same blood.

I m married now

with this river,

engaged with this fogs

and these trees and rains love me a lot.

 
She gave me a whole life.

 
I have just bored.

 
I don't like to be cautious.

 
I m in a land where people never cry.

I want to be Everest

where my story stays forever

 

I m starting a brand new story without that bitch.

 

Life lied to me over 22 yrs.

 

Now i lift my life,

this wild is my life.

 
I am not lonely

 

Better than i was.

Now I am ready to love,

 

Ready to hold........

(C) Abhijit Kshetry